Tuesday, May 3, 2011

ग्रासिएस Life


Its not even 2 in the morning, and Im at my computer typing away. Why? Because I had an incredible dream so real, so detailed, and it was like I was being directed to write it down for its spiritual message:
I was really making bad choices in life. You could say I was a "sinner', as everyone knows a "sinner" to be. I was fumbling through my life and all of a sudden I found myself before the Overlords on high. They presented themselves as people like you and I. There were about 5 or 6. An equal amount of women and men. 3 I remember, one was an older dark skinned woman wearing a tribal sort of outfit, and another 30ish woman, caucasion, dressed in a business suit, and a hippie type man. They werent mad at me, they just knew I could do better and this was a corrective meeting. My main business was with Gracie, the businesswoman. Apparently she herself needed help in finishing her life on earth. For whatever reason she couldnt, she did not tell me, but I did know that this was another chance to make things right for myself as well as her.
She said that I would find myself in her life as her, but still retaining my consciousness. I was to be told absolutely nothing about her life except she added an interesting clue and said, that there was a little surprise waiting for me. Oh boy! a little surprise! After a whole life was a secret and I should have a little surprise? Didnt get her well meaning yet not funny statement.
I then found myself in a corner office of a business with questionable and confusing overtones. I didnt know anyone rushing at me with problems and questions. I didnt know anything other then I was now Gracie. I guessed at everything to the best of my ability and I was getting through it. I started walking around the business and it became clear to me very quickly that it was deceptive and lying to its customers. It was a mod podge of sales of strange unrelated items, to a mechanics garage. I walked in back and what was supposed to be there, didnt exist and the cars were just all sitting there not getting fixed. I knew at that point that I had to make these people accountable and build the garage to be what it was supposed to be.
It came time for me to go home after my first day at work, and I didnt know where that was. Luckily I carpooled with another person and I got to my house. That house was awful. It looked like Gracie hadnt had time to move in. It was trashy and almost empty. Another project for me in completing Gracies life for her.
As the days passed, there were many discoveries. The next super biggy one was that I was married to a soldier who was fighting in the middle east and that he was coming home in a month. The business was also his and I was going to get it in order as well as the house by the time he returned.
The next "little surprise" was that I was about 4-5 months pregnant. I think that was what Gracie was talking about. By that time I was taking these shockers in stride and just kept plodding away at my mission.
It was the night before I was to go pick up my husband at the airport the next day. But he had a surprise for me and came home in the middle of the night. As he approached the door, my consciousness became his and I experienced his entering the house that he had never seen before, through his eyes. He had a flashlight so as not to wake me and he looked around the house in awe of what I had done. He came into the bedroom, quietly undressed, and slipped into bed with me. I was laying on my side pointed away from him and he began spooning me. I awoke slowly and unafraid, as if he had been there with me for all those months. And darn, if that wasnt where the dream chose to end!
This dream was so long and convoluted. It went on even longer before it got to the part I recorded here. But it was just too confusing to write down. The important part began when I was called to meeting with the big guys. My life had no meaning before that and therefore I left it out. Even the part I did record was far more intricate and detailed, but I just didnt have the patience to write it down. It is, after all 2:47 in the morning!!!!!

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